a chapter in life where the bookmark remains

Rare John Mayer clip

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:47:00 +0000

Let it rip.

so what else have you got?

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 22:21:00 +0000

Sometimes I wish there's more I can offer you, but this is all there is.

This is me.

change

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:58:00 +0000

all this time you thought that the people around you have changed from who they were.
truth is you are in denial.
it was you that changed.

This is why you are fat !

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 23:02:00 +0000

A couple of days ago I was dying for a nice big juicy burger. But right now, after looking at the pictures from a blog Merlvyn showed me, I don't think I'll be having any burgers for a while.

The pictures you are about to see contains excessively fatty material and is not suitable for the those with dangerously high cholestrol levels. After five pictures or more, you may experience a knifelike stabbing sensation on the chest as the arteries begin to clog up.

Consider yourself warned.

Let's start this off with a healthy breakfast.

Ham and cheese sandwich topped with 11 egg yolks

and the burgers take over..

Double bacon hamburger fatty melt

Lankford's Gluttoneer
- mutation of a burger if you like

Bacon Chees Pizza Burger
- can't decide which to eat? Have them both!

Sanwich of Knowledge
- Have a piece of knowledge before you die.

30,000 Calorie Sandwich

but why do we need carbohydrates? buns? bread? I say NO! i just want MEAT!

120 Ounce Steak
- Rawrr!

all on board the MEAT SHIP

Turbaconucken
- my fav. A chicken inside a duck inside a turkey, all wrapped in bacon.

still conscious? some deep fried food perhaps. fried chicken? i say NO!

Deep Fried White Castle Burgers

Deep Fried Mars Bars

Code Blue! I'm gonna need a crash cart here.

all pictures taken from thisiswhyyourefat

the boy and his guitar

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:09:00 +0000

Sungha Jung.

I really like watching him play this song. I was already so amazed when I watchd Andy Mckee play it, but coming from a little boy who could barely hold up his guitar it seems, is absolutely brilliant.

Behold,

Rylnn - SungHa Jung (cover)

this is goodbye gravity

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 22:25:00 +0000

Bye world.

When I was little, I used to pretend that my bed was a spaceship. Every night I would take off through the roof which would open up like a hatch, for random missions (most of the time it was to rescue a girl on some unknown planet).

There were imaginary buttons at the side of my bed which I would flick to power up the ship as well as order a burger. I remember how the burger would come tumbling down like how a canned drink would tumble down a vending machine.

Once my ship is all powered up, I would close my eyes and picture my spaceship hover around my neighbourhood for a few minutes before jetting off toward the stars.

I never saved the girl because I always end up falling asleep before I reached the planet.

But I'm taking off for good now. I'm leaving this world. I've grown tired of how things work. We are all hypocrites. If we consider everything, we are actually who we hate. I'm tired of gravity. I'm tired of how almost everything is bound under Newton's Laws. Every action, there is an equal an opposite reaction.

I'm off to a planet where perfection is not a myth. This is goodbye gravity.

it's that time of the year to grow again

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:37:00 +0000

I cooked my first steak today. ho ho ho!

The steak was a little dry and I should have used the stock from the steak to make the gravy. Oh well, I still have 2 more pieces to experiment with.

Anyways, I hope I'll grow into the person I've always wanted to be.

grow! grow! grow!

Mother Nature did not leave Cardiff out this year

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 00:54:00 +0000

It finally snowed in Cardiff today.

Before that, I had already given up hopes of ever seeing white fluffy flakes falling from the sky in Cardiff which BBC weather played a part in (e.g:- Wednesday's summary for 21.00 is set for Light Snow *looks out window* *nothing*)

Anyways, it freaking snowed today. The streets and rooftops were covered in white snow. It did seem like the clouds fell from the sky and just sat there.

So, being the sakai Malaysians that we are, we armed ourselves with cameras (some with tripods as well) and head out to the park at fricking 7 am, before the sun melted away all the joy.

We shook trees to make the snow fall on us, we threw huge snow balls around, some of us even ate some snow!
It must have been a disturbing sight for the general public. Ok lar... probably not as hardcore as you might think.

but some of us really did eat some snow. you know who you are. :P

bar qua

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 03:27:00 +0000

Oh Bar Qua.

It's been so long since the last time I set my lips on your... sweet, glossy skin.....

All I can think of were the times you would tease me, sitting there in your little transparent TapHerWear next to the Pyne-apell Tartes, with your slightly burnt aroma. You drive me crazy! Some people call you Rougan... but you won't answer to them. No, you'll only answer to me. You'll only answer to Bar Qua...

There were nights where I can not hold back the insatiable craving for the gustatory sensation that you often leave me with.

I would battle through monstrous obstacles to rescue you from the cold dungeons of the RayFriggoRator!!

I'd rip open the package and hold you in my loving hands and you would say, "I'm sorry things have gotten so cold between us."
And I would say, "Worry not my love. I'm here now. Everything is going to be fine."

And with that I would jump on my horse, Amadeus, and race into the forest to find the nearest stove.........

Okay. Lazy to crap already. Basically, what happens in the end is I find a kitchen stove in the Obamas' winter cabin and I heat up the bakkwa and I share it with Barack and he loves it just as much as I do. 20 years after that bakkwa is used as an alternative fuel in America.

See how bakkwa makes people happy?

the most overused pun at the moment

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 07:39:00 +0000

Happy Niu Year.
PLEASE STOP USING IT. IT'S NOT SMART ANYMORE.

I keep waking up at 7 in the morning. I don't like it. I wish I could, like some people I know, just blog about what they really want to.

But I can paint.
Paint.
Paint.
Paint.

Happy Chinese New Year.

spring rain washes away the sun

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 02:58:00 +0000

I've a confession to make. I've been taking secret Mandarin lessons to brush up on my um, mother-tongue, if you will.

Why have I been doing that? Well, I just thought, "Hell, I should join a singing competition in Taiwan."

Merya got deported back home already. *sigh*

Brightest

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 07:53:00 +0000

If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore

I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

-Copeland-

yeah? uhuh? okay.

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:29:00 +0000

First paper on Monday.

Dead to me.
That's it.

auld lang syne?

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 03:52:00 +0000

One day people would pay me to have these pictures on their T-shirts, so I can buy you a diamond ring.

I see cracks appearing on walls that we thought could stand tall and strong for a decade. I'm begining to doubt that now. We are begining to tear them down with our selfish hands.

I rolled the ball thinking it would roll because it was round. But it didn't roll. It wasn't a ball in the first place.

Liars.
tsk.

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
- Bare Naked Ladies - Auld Lang Syne -

missing trains

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 11:49:00 +0000

Merry Christmas.

Missing trains. I think it is a feeling that I should learn to get used to. The lingering feeling of disappointment that I hate so much and I seem to never learn how to cope with it.

I ran. I pushed my way through crowds. I slipped myself through closing doors. But at the end the outcome was inevitable. They will leave you no matter how hard you try and hope.

I am not who I want to be.

have yourself a merry, little christmas.

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 00:51:00 +0000

Christmas compilation album (courtesy of Alvin James) link coming soon!

Ho ho hopefully
This holiday will make us believe that
We're exactly where we're supposed to be
And we're ho ho hoping that we all come back
And as a matter of fact I know we're exactly where we're supposed to be
Together by this Christmas tree
-Ho Ho Hopefully- by The Maine

I've written letters to you on the whitest paper, but they all return to me a pale brown

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 19:27:00 +0000

Hello there.

How have you been? I hope everything is fine. You seem fine. It's been a while. Seems like forever to be honest.

I've been alright if there's the unlikely chance that you'd be interested to know. Nothing much came up this week, which is very much a new low in terms of the amount of fun I had, in comparison to last week. Company was plentiful a week ago. People came down from London and Gloucester for a few days, crashed over at my sister's. Oh, not forgetting the maid, Merya whom we managed to smuggle into Cardiff for the entire week.

Merya should have had more chores to do rather than just preparing dinner, which she did extremely well. Her Egg-wrapped Minced Pork Stew not only sounds sophisticated enough to be on a restaurant's menu, its heavenly taste still lingers on my tastebuds as I am typing this out. Everlasting taste. Metaphorically speaking of course, would have been disgusting otherwise.

Company gave me an excuse to go somewhere, so we went to Barry Island. It's about 30 minutes by train from Cardiff. I can't believe I've not been there before last week. Cardiff Bay isn't the only tourist-sy to visit afterall. Anyways, I love Barry Island. I can't really think of words to describe it but I'll give it a go: Beach, View, Spectacular, Town, Small, Amusement Parks, Fish n Chips, Cliff, Ocean, Horizon, Amazing. That probably didn't give you the exact picture I wanted to paint in your mind, but I'm pretty certain that you'll like Barry Island as much as I do. It's your kind of place. If you'd ever come visit, come in the summer then we could 'berkelah di tepi pantai' just like how we'd used to write in our B.M essays. Our attempt to do so was a complete failure as we were chased away by dogs in addition to the blistering cold winds that threatened to blow us away.

Will you be working during the winter break? How bout in the summer? I've written up my C.V. I'll need it for industrial year placement applications that I should have done by now. I feel like I'm not up for it. Hrmm...

How are your meals? I feel so hungry. It's 10pm and I've not had dinner yet. I wanted to roast some chicken today but my sister didn't wana. Sigh. I'm supposed to fry udon, but I'm feeling quite lazy already. I should probably shower now before I get lazy to do so too. I'll write to you some other time yeah!

P/S: Chelsea 1-2 Arsenal. WOOT! A little lucky I admit, but I'll take it!

Sincerely,
Me.

I see in you, coastlines reaching out
When there's nothing left to reach....
Pull me back to shore
I'll never reach my place.

Currents - Sleeping at Last

Dragonball the Movie (2009)

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 24 Nov 2008 17:27:00 +0000

Refer to post.

I hope the movie is nothing like the trailer. The trailer has Forbidden Kingdom all over it.

*Fingers crossed*

fuck this shit

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 00:02:00 +0000

because you think you can treat someone like shit doesn't mean you should.

push someone away long enough,walking away forever will be.

"and you don't mind?"
"i don't know."

even superman would falter before kryptonite.

I don't want the whole world to know, because everybody would laugh at me

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:13:00 +0000

Today's test was a wake up call for me. The things I'm supposed to do. The things that I have been doing. It's time to pull my socks up to my chest. I shall start by memorising the numerical value of Pi, π.

Here's a video on how to do so:-

gravity

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 11:31:00 +0000

Oh gravity,
Just keep me where the light is.

=D

?stop.accusing.

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 22:15:00 +0000

It's so annoying when you've just woken up from a dream and you can't really remember what it was. Bits of it would run through your mind for a minute or two like a messed up slide show. After that, the slides just burn into ashes. It would be weird if we could actually remember every single detail of our dreams. We'd eventually get confused with what's real and what's not. Right? They should make a movie about that. Title: "Dreaman".

Pocahontas *colours in the wind*

What's more annoying is the fact that I actually make it a point to remember my dreams but I always forget. Last night I dreamt about something silly and random. The only slide I manage to salvage from the dream-killing-monster in my head was the one where my sister knocked on a door and Junewong answered, half awake, with heavy make-up on her face.

Went to Nottingham for the Malaysian games last week. It was nice to see so many Malaysians crammed in a place. There were moments where I thought I was in a Malaysian University.

It was a day trip thingy, so I didn't have much time hanging around snapping pictures. It was great fun though, meeting up with old friends.

I really should have taken more pictures around the Nottingham University campus. They've got a spectacular campus. Lakes. Trees. See, it would have been easier if I could just upload a picture.

I'm feeling quite left out here in Cardiff. I need TRAM!

2 bell 5 0 4 bell

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 16:44:00 +0000

Hello world.

Lectures were cancelled last Monday which meant that I had a long weekend which also meant that I was presented with the get away opportunity!

Destination: Sheffield.

4 a.m on a Saturday morning. The long walk to the train station in the freezing autumn's air reminded me of those early mornings I had to get up to every weekend for work. Nope, this time its different. I felt warm inside.

I tried to sleep through the journey but only managed to sleep for an hour or more. The lights in coaches were too bright I had to pull my beanie over my eyes.

At the Sheffield Central Train Station, I was greeted by the amazing view of a terraced water feature with a water fountain. There was also this steel water fall thingy (a.k.a The Cutting Edge). I hung around to take pictures while waiting for Junewong to arrive. The weather wasn't ideal for photo taking though. Oh well!

When Junewong arrived, we Supertramed ourselves to Yapp-Tammy-Yvann's place. Supertram is so cool. It's like a bus but it moves like a train. It should be called a Supertrus or Superbrain.... or not. Y-T-Y's apartment was so cool and high tech-ed and poshy. It was like living in a hotel suite but without cleaning services. :) Unfortunately, I forgot to take any pictures of the apartment. Oh well!

There was a street market thingy in the city so we went to have a look. It's like a pasar malam only that the stalls open up during the day. They sold all sorts of stuffs. There were food from different places in Europe.
Food-we-tried-list:

-Belgian? pancakes with Baileys and cream
-shrimps with garlic and olives?
-roast pork baguette!

We Supertramed ourselves to Meadowhall shopping centre (6th largest shopping mall in U.K!). Tagged along for shopping for a bit and went for bowling and Quantum of Solace after. Fell asleep for the first 15 minutes of the show so I was pretty lost with what was going on.

We had dinner at the chinese-mamak-takeaway place which was good. Fried udon pattaya rocks. Although I still prefer Newcastle's TienTien's Black pepper pork chop udon.

On the following day, we had dim sum for lunch. The dim sum was great! We ordered so much that the table was barely big enough to fit the trays and plates that came. On top of it all, Iris, Junewong and Yvann paid for me. :) After lunch we played some badminton which was fun.

Came back down to Cardiff the following day with Junewong's guitar under my arms and Iris's Creative Inspire 5.1 spearkers in my backpack. So many freebies! :)

Iris, Yvann and Junewong come down to Cardiff okay? Dinner will be on me okay (and by me I mean my sister XD)! That's if you guys ever read this. Otherwise no need lah.

casting rainbows

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:06:00 +0000

Hello world.

and the answer is: no, i can't.

I made some patties from the left over beef mince today. They would have tasted good if they were not too dried up. I'm going to try again tomorrow.

Next week I'll have a long weekend. Good. I'll go some places. :)

Turns out my pencil box is really gone. It isn't really a pencil box. It's the case for my 5 year old watch. A friend once drew "gRrRrr" on it. I might be mistaken. It might have been "gRrrRr" instead. It was a long time ago really. But I never erased it cause I liked it.

Oh, I finally joined the gym.

what if you

noreply@blogger.com (uselessness) — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:58:00 +0000

This was the day daphne came back to Kuching to have kolo mee with Champ and Kev.