missing trains Monday, December 29, 2008 |
Merry Christmas.
Missing trains. I think it is a feeling that I should learn to get used to. The lingering feeling of disappointment that I hate so much and I seem to never learn how to cope with it.
I ran. I pushed my way through crowds. I slipped myself through closing doors. But at the end the outcome was inevitable. They will leave you no matter how hard you try and hope.
I am not who I want to be.
